i sit in seeming peace
wondering what is next
yes or no?
that is always the question
to everything i need
such a simple answer
to any question
and as i know not what it could be
either one will be better
than nothing, but
is it not nothing anyway?
i fear for the answer
either one will be fine
but i still worry ceaslessly
ponder ponder ponder
what is all this wasted
energy?
can i not just save and
just ask, but nay
the fear is too great.